I don't really want to go to the meeting tonight.
I want to get bombed.
I'm depressed. I feel like I have a hole in my heart. Dealing with a heavy loss. I'm frustrated because of my health and not having health insurance.
Ok, but I'm not going to get bombed. I have 5 days clean so far and really when I drank over the weekend itw as like 1 glass of wine so I didn't even get drunk. So I think I'm doing good.
They say when you don't want to go is when you really need to go, so I'm going. I heard this women's meeting is supposed to be good, anyway...
Look, I'm even putting in the effort to type correctly.