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i started seeing a counselor but i am at a loss lately as to why i am… 
6th-Jul-2006 04:34 pm
Holy Light
i started seeing a counselor but i am at a loss lately as to why i am going to her

she wanted me to think about what it is i want to "work" on while i'm in counseling

the thing is i don't even know where to start. i know the drinking is big but, ok, so its a victim center so you can imagine.

well here are the things i have talked about so far
-drinking
-drugs
-shit that happened when i was a kid
-mom not believing the shit that happened
-being alone

i hide how i'm feeling around her. i think she knows that.

her name is allison.

"poor the chapagne. poor the chapagne." -panic! at the disco
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7th-Jul-2006 12:14 am (UTC)
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7th-Jul-2006 01:03 am (UTC)
Sometimes its hard to open up to people.

I have had an unbelievably strange childhood, a pyschotic abusive deranged stepmother, alot of times I hate the fact that I am telling someone when I know they cant relate to what Im going through or have dealt with..It makes it hard to open up to people.

i think the most important thing I ever learned was that some people have had it worse, and to make the best of who you are now.. Live and learn.. and use the crappy shit to make you a stronger person, no sense of holding on to the past or things that werent your fault. you cant change that.

i hope talking to this woman helps you out in the long run. Good luck honey!
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