i have a whole bunch of new lj friends, and a lot of them are local so i wanted to shout out to them and say hi and welcome to my world. its nice to have some new friends even if it is just online.
i got to play smash bros, wario ware, soul calibur, and capcom vs snk with a bunc hof ryan's friends. nobody wanted to play any racing games so :P
later i talked to ryan about my drinking and he was like there is nothing wrong with that every once in a while. i tried to explain to him that its not ok when you cant just get drunk every once in a while, or you can't just stop at 1 or 2 drinks. he seemed to sort of understand, i dont think he gets it
obsessed about drinking, picked up a drink but i didnt drink it thank god. i knwo if i start really getting out of contrl drinking agian its only a matter of time before i pick up something else or pick up a razor blade or something wrose
i dont want to do that stuff anymore.
well i can at least finish today saying i have 24 hours clean and i am going to sleep at a normal time. goodnight everyone.